The Education I Have Experienced
All I ever wanted was a word, declaration or a remark
Of respect or affection- in spite of the criticisms you bark
In my head inventing such reveries....
In reality- just my empty fantasies
Each communication with you initiates a type of slaying
Flawlessly piercing my soul- at no time flaying
Being direct and straightforward without vindication
Here is my well-taught corresponding declaration
Your irrelevant innuendos and accusation
Have another name- character assassination
Please remember sarcastic statements once made
Sometimes not even in an eternity can fade
Faultfinding comments bringing moments of pleasure and superiority
Just masquerade poor self-esteem, private pain and inferiority
Errecting barricades to any all considerations of intimacy
Concealing any acknowledgment of your own vulnerability
With an egotistical need to constantly be right
You made it impossible to see the fact- that I was bright
In no way fathoming the real me- what an unnecassary tragedy!
Leaving only detriment to be achieved by this unfortunate calamity
For your devoided love- I forgo the battle
In this particular snare- I will no longer rattle
Don't you see?- constant demeaning harms both you and I
And the suffering actually never merits the temporary high
You are all welcome for this !
All I ever wanted was a word, declaration or a remark
Of respect or affection- in spite of the criticisms you bark
In my head inventing such reveries....
In reality- just my empty fantasies
Each communication with you initiates a type of slaying
Flawlessly piercing my soul- at no time flaying
Being direct and straightforward without vindication
Here is my well-taught corresponding declaration
Your irrelevant innuendos and accusation
Have another name- character assassination
Please remember sarcastic statements once made
Sometimes not even in an eternity can fade
Faultfinding comments bringing moments of pleasure and superiority
Just masquerade poor self-esteem, private pain and inferiority
Errecting barricades to any all considerations of intimacy
Concealing any acknowledgment of your own vulnerability
With an egotistical need to constantly be right
You made it impossible to see the fact- that I was bright
In no way fathoming the real me- what an unnecassary tragedy!
Leaving only detriment to be achieved by this unfortunate calamity
For your devoided love- I forgo the battle
In this particular snare- I will no longer rattle
Don't you see?- constant demeaning harms both you and I
And the suffering actually never merits the temporary high
You are all welcome for this !
